Trying this thing out.

Beginnings are hard for me. Change smashes through my perfect bubble of comfort and sends my thoughts into disarray. How do you start a new thing you are completely unfamiliar with? Maybe I just start trying it, even if at first I am disorganised and confused. 

I want the world to know I exist. I imagine my existence could bring comfort and understanding to someone, somewhere in the world. I think we all want to matter in some degree. We want to know that there is a point to our lives. Our sufferings and joys might bring a shift in the life of someone else. 

Movements of change and rebellion against the norm have always existed, and they always will. It is a good thing to challenge the fundamentals of our society. It is a good thing to find your voice and speak your truth. A single idea can have the impact of a thousand forces. Sometimes without us even noticing it.

That, in a way, is my dream. To leave a dent in the world and in the hearts of everyone who knows me. I want to challenge every way of thinking and experience life with all my being. This is my journey of becoming, and I hope it sparks a fire in the souls of whoever comes across it.